If you have ever suffered the sorrow and confusion of a "chemical pregnancy", you may find comfort in a blog entry I made on the Hannah's Prayer blog, "Held" several days ago.
Just Four Weeks
I stared at the home pregnancy test in disbelief. Was that a second line? It was so faint I could barely see it. But…it was there. A phrase echoed in my mind – “a line is a line is a line.” I was pregnant! We had experienced two losses in the last year, and now I was one week out from my 40th birthday and one month out from family reunions on both sides of our family. The timing couldn’t be more perfect. I called my doctor and arranged for a blood test that day.
The call came that evening. My hcg level was eight.
Excuse me? Eight?
See the rest of the article at "Held."
Have you been feeling the heat lately? Not just the summer weather, but the heat of suffering and grief and loss? The prophet Jeremiah wrote about that. Check out my July devotional, "When the Heat Comes" at Glory and Strength.
“But blessed is the one who trusts in the LORD, whose confidence is in him. They will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit” (Jeremiah 17:7-8, NIV).
It’s summer now in South Carolina. Summer – hot, dry, and utterly unforgiving of gardens left unwatered, especially where I live. Our area, called the Sandhills, is known for its porous, sandy soil that drains water rather than holds it. My husband is the gardener in our family, and he strives every spring and summer to keep our yard on a strict schedule of regular watering to ensure a green lawn and healthy plants. Should we forget, our beautiful yard would quickly dry up and die.
About an hour away, though, is Congaree National Park, and although they endure the same hot summers as we do, the rangers there don’t worry about irrigation schedules. Congaree is a floodplain forest, and the trees and vegetation there are watered and nurtured all year long by the river that runs through it. No fear of the South Carolina sun there! Even in the heat, it is a beautiful, green, and thriving place.
These two pictures are what I think of when I read the prophet Jeremiah’s description of two kinds of people – those whose primary dependence is in people rather than the Lord, and those whose hope is solely in God. The first group is like the plants in the sandy soil of my yard – withdraw the irrigation of outward blessings, and they wither and die. No hope. The second group is like the trees of Congaree National Park. Nourished by the life-giving river of God, even in times of spiritual or emotional drought, they remain vibrant and fruitful.
Read the rest in my "Words of Strength" column at Glory and Strength.
I was recently notified of a short-term prayer group for women in the Columbia community struggling with infertility, miscarriage, stillbirth, or the loss of a child, or for someone who would like to come and pray for a woman they know struggling with these issues. It will meet every Sunday from 6:00-7:00 pm EST, from July 24 through August 28, culminating with a healing service at the August 28 meeting. It will meet at Trenholm Road United Methodist Church in the Red Williams Prayer Room (Main Building, Room 210). If you would like more information, please contact Rev. Mollie Bame Reddic at firstname.lastname@example.org. I'm excited to know about this new opportunity for women who are walking this road to connect with others in our community!
Naomi's Circle News
Here you will find articles intended to help you in your journey. Some will be reviews of websites and books. Some will be devotionals, some general articles, and some will be guest bloggers. Feel free to comment and let us know if there is something you would like to see addressed here.
Week 1: Devotional
Week 2: General article about loss
Week 3: Testimony/guest blogger
Week 4: Website/book Review